I realize my passion, my hearts desire is to be as creative as I possibly can. It is in the flows of creating and listening to music that gets my juices flowing.Something just appears in my minds eye and then I start to create it on a canvas. Then it expands in my mind and becomes a work in progress until the very last thought enters and then it is finished. Just like that. Although it may take several hours, but when it is done, I know. I feel it in my heart and soul.
It is my hearts desire to create…..
Today may be Thanksgiving and we all have a lot to be thankful for on this day. My life is surrounded by an Attitude of Gratitude each and everyday of the year. I am grateful to be blessed with another day, for my job, hobbies, family, & friends, but mostly grateful for my children that are here and transitioned on. I am grateful for my extended children that I raised from off the streets, my children’s friends who all call me Mom. I am an extension of love to them and so my list has tripled, and I teach them daily how to do the same.
Be an extension of love and light and continue to spread it each day of your life. My long list of children are from every nationality, and ethnic background. Love has no color. That is why I have an Attitude of Gratitude for all. Sending love and blessings to you today and always.
Life has been pretty good in some
ways, above others. Investing time to relax and enjoy life is just as important. I love to spend time being creative while sitting in front of the fire & watching, rather listening to a Hallmark movie or listening to music. Then my creative juices start to flow. No matter what type of Art or Creative you are, you all have a way of starting and ending a project, hobby, fun day of creating. Life is truly what you make of it and so are your creations.
My life has been a little different lately, since before my awakening. I started drawing angels from visions. I never know what will come across the canvas until it is finished. I go by the flow of my pencil as I draw or my paintbrush as I paint. I always see the picture before me before starting and it always ends up as I see it, colors and all.Amazing gift of seeing. Almost like a dejavue only better and quicker.
I have always been quite creative. Singing since the age of 2. Music always touched me deep in my soul. I took art in school and have enjoyed it, but something happened when I reached 30 and wanted to find another hobby to relax from work. I was already going to the studio and recording music that I wrote, & working. I needed to do something with my hands. My husband at the time had a huge collection of comic books, so I thought I would pick one. I did and this is the finishing product from x-men.
I haven’t stopped listening to music and creating. I took this to A-1 comics and they saw a few of my pics. They said if I put color to it and frame it, then they would sell it for me. Wow, I was amazed. I kept it as it is to this day. It is just a little something to remind me that achieve, what I put my mind to do.- Alysia
I have been observing people a lot lately. I am a loving person and I only give what I want to come back to me. Like, love, kindness, warmth, smiles, positive vibes, joy, happiness, an attitude of gratitude, etc., etc. Positive energy. I am amazed when it is reciprocated back to me throughout the day. I mean I am filled with love and gratitude for it. It is not a color, love just is, just flows, circulates and manifests. What I love is that Love…looks past color. Breaks down barriers, And heals hearts and relationships. Love is the new color.
I am not so open to sharing my life, but recently something has changed and shifted. Let me explain. I have always been a believer in God. You could say a Christian, religious person, but I never categorized myself as that. I always say I am “Spiritual”, as my life, experiences, gifts & talents were all inspired by God, & given by God. I wasn’t a normal kid. I desired to live up in the sky and fly. At night, I always looked to the stars, like I wanted and wished to be there. I never stop looking up. Some believe I am looking for God or Jesus. My desire was to go home. My real home. I had a gut feeling that I belonged in the sky, as a child. I started having live open eyed visions, visitations from passed on family members at the age of 14. It was scary. Then dreams of people passing. This was a gift I thought?! Why me? I went to speak to a minister at the church I attended, to inquire about these visions & dreams, as it does say in the bible that young & old would encounter this. The minister asked if I did drugs, drink or take medications & that I should stop and get counseling. At 21, no. My heart told me never to talk of it, just leave it alone. I did experience more visions & dreams though. I was not ready at 14. At 27 yrs old I had a beautiful daughter Cha’nel that passed after 2 weeks & another child a boy that I miscarried. I began dreaming of them together and started seeing them around the house playing, lauging, talking. Normal stuff, right? They never left me. Now, visions are my life daily & so are my dreams.
In 2003 I got sick and experienced a NDE (near death experience) where I was visited by angels before I died, went to heaven, was greeted by 3 people. We spoke telepathically & I felt no more pain. I felt unconditional love that stayed with me for 3 months,after returning back,then it diminished I wanted to go back and receive that love again. I realized it was still in me to this day & others feel it, but they told me that” they told me too much and I had to go back”. After coming back, it was painful getting back, but I healed quickly. I have thyroid disease and if you miss your doses or are given the wrong doses, it can be fatal.
I started praying and laying hands on people & they healed at church. Another gift? Then I started knowing things about people. How could I? Last year something started happening & I changed. I woke up!! Spiritually. I stopped going to church, not because I did not believe. I still do. I started getting downloads of information. Overall, I let go of old habits, beliefs, thought patterns, healed my inner child, see life & situations in a different perspective,etc.,etc., changed my diet drastically, and have intuitively read for people who lost loved ones a few or more times. No charge. It just happened. I know stuff. I connected with their loved ones who passed on & messages of love have been shared. I shared this only because my life has changed. I always knew my life was different. I always knew I was here to help others. I thought it was through feeding the hungry/ homeless, clothing them, praying for them through ministry all these years. God had a greater purpose and I have an Attitude of Gratitude. Spiritually I have changed,and I am right where I am supposed to be, doing what I am supposed to be doing at this time for the highest good of all.
Children and Young adults have seemed to become the center of my life. I mean, I raised my two and my sister’s five children and took kids in off the streets and raised them as my own and my children’s friends that were left on the streets, I took in. Not to toot my own horn, but the overwhelming desire to raise a child and to give them what my children had, clothes, a bed, warmth, food, love and a roof over their heads. Yes there were a lot of sleep overs and sharing of rooms. They became like brothers and sisters. I truly believe now that since I lost 2 children that my purpose was to help to raise others. I took them to church and gave them a positive foundation to stand and they all go to church still and some have their own children and they call me Grandma for the ones I took in off the streets and Auntie for the relative’s. l love them all and it helped to make my life more fulfilling and gave me motivation to carry on. It could not fill the void of the loss I suffered, but it did make me feel better knowing that someone’s baby would not die or be on the streets. Children and Young Adults need our love, nurturing, help, direction and discipline to make them into the Children and Young adults they were blessed to be. It helped these Children and Young Adults to fulfill their purpose, because someone did not give up on them….
The Holidays is usually a time of year where everyone is so happy, loving and filled with cheer. Or so many would believe, or maybe not. I am in the category of the percentage that does not enjoy Thanksgiving and Christmas. Not because of he bah humbug thing. But it is a constant reminder of the not so good times in my life. Yes I could just get over it, but it is too hard to just get over. For example every year before Thanksgiving I listen to Christmas music and feel so overjoyed with the Christmas holidays coming up. Well putting up the tree after Thanksgiving, listening to music, just thrills me, but when December comes, it is so hard to bare. It starts with my Son’s birthday on December 1st and then my daughter’s birthday on December 11th. On the 11th we go to the place she was buried to put a plant on her grave. She passed on December 26th the day after Christmas and it is so hard for me to be joyous with my daughter Angel, because I miss my other daughter and not to mention the other child I lost. I cry all month long at work, at home, church and yet no one notices, so l think.
When I was younger I enjoyed Christmas day, coming down and being surprised and now not so much anymore because as soon as I feel good about it, I regret it being over. I know what the next day is. I am not trying to put a damper on your Christmas Holiday season. I pray your day is full of love, much happiness and joy. I am thankful for my Son and my daughter I just can’t fill the void. So my Christmas will be just “The Holidays”….